Saturday, February 7, 2009

Less Than A Week

It's so hard for me to believe that in less than a week it will be 2 years since Ruby was called home. Where in the world has the time gone? I can vividly replay our last day with her as if it were yesterday. The emotions aren't so raw and intense anymore, but I still remember those little details.

Please keep our family in your prayers. We are going through a lot atm. Melody will be starting a grief play therapy soon at Markham Stouffville Hospital. Thanks to my therapist they are able to get her in really quickly. I hope that it will be a good thing for her as grief is really hitting her and she is truly understanding the finality of death.

We have a busy week upon us. Daniel is on vacation and we have a house to get nice and clean. We have Ruby's death anniversary on the 12th, our 9th wedding anniversary to celebrate on the 13th and of course Valentine's Day on the 14th. It's a very emotional time for us. Our anniversary is very hard for me now as I consider that the day that Ruby died. She was taken off of life support very early in the am on the 13th.

I want my baby girl here. I want to be getting ready for her to be turning 4 and getting excited about kindergarten. This truly sucks to have to have a death anniversary but I know that she is safe in Heaven with our Saviour. I want her here so badly!!


Shauna said...

Oh hon.......I am at such a loss for words.....Lifting you all in prayer!!!!!!
Pass around the hugs and kisses!!!

Matt - Gizzy said...

*hugs* Thinking about ya Dee, Hope you are doing okay